When the Darkness Closes In
Thursday, September 2nd, 2010Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.
John 6:68
When Jesus gave his followers a hard lesson a number of them could not take it and left. Jesus then turned to the twelve and said ‘what about you?’ to which Peter replied ‘Lord, to whom shall we go?
Together with a lot of churches and Christians around the world we have been praying for the life of a small boy who has cancer. For weeks we had all been giving him some serious prayer time, hoping that God would heal him and spare his family.
Last night we received the sad news that he had died.
When I first received the news I must be honest and say I felt let down by God. Why did he not answer our prayers?
Then I thought of Job and how he felt that God had not been listening to him. However I had just finished reading the last few chapters of Job where God speaks and realised I have no grounds for complaint.
The truth is we only see a simple part of the picture. We see a small child and a family suffering. There is a much bigger picture which we cannot hope to understand and whilst in this case the answer to us seems simple we must just trust that ‘God knows best’ and leave it at that. To do anything else leaves us with nothing.
In the words of Matt Redmond:
Every blessing you pour out I’ll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in Lord still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord.
